Monday, September 29 Y 9/29/2008 12:28:00 AM
Wow jus came back from suntec city... THERE WAS A HUGE JAM!!! Haha... The guys[the ppl who are interested] went to watch F1 race while the girls[not so interested] went SHOPPING!!! HahaXD it was fun, and the first time i've seen suntec city so EMPTY!!! There was NO queue in sakae sushi, and carefour. OMG grace[my cuz] spilled water on me!!! I was drenched!! LoL! Haha bought FBTs! :] Lol nothing to sae... F1 rocks? =D not really actually... wad's so great abt seeing a few cars speed pass u? Haha the drivers of the F1 cars are now broke. They are fined for SPEEDING and they have to pay ERP each time they go one lap... Pit stop they will be topping up their cashcard!! HAHA my cuz told me this =D Super funny!! Okae nth else to post... Bye!
Tuesday, September 23 Y 9/23/2008 09:22:00 PM
Okie, long time no post. Well, nothing interesting happened lately... Except a science test, if that's counted as something interesting. Oh yea, today's assembly we played a game, and 1H CAME IN top 6!!!! WOW!!! That's an achievement!!! Haha okie, jQ wldn't listen to us GIRLS at first, but after that it was okay. Heyy, he REALLY should listen to us... We HAVE secret informers!!! Haha okae... Something during today's devotion caught my attention... The topic was: Loving your enemies. Well, it does make sense... And I've been thinking about it, so what if I dislike them and they dislike me? I think that its not necessary to HATE them... Loving your enemies. I'll try... It shouldn't be that hard... Right?? Haha... :D
Im in love...BYEZ!
Thursday, September 18 Y 9/18/2008 11:43:00 PM
Oops! So long never post lerh! Haha okie, i noe my last post sounds kinda emo, but im fine now, seriously, for that incident. However, I'm not so sure about my AHS life.
I don't deny that I hate them. But, life goes on, as i make new friends, I'm MUCH happier now, now that I don't have to pretend ALL the time... Its MUCH easier. I felt like such a hyprocrite before, but now, I'm FREE AT LAST! Haha okie, nvm. I'm starting to sound DAMN weird. Well, I think this will be a short post, EOYs officially START tomorrow! Paper one will be a total DISASTER. I mean, with my English standard, I doubt that I can do very well. I can't really describe things until they are like real, and my writing is just normal. BUT THE ONE THAT I'M REALLY SCARED OF IS CHINESE. Im gonna
FAIL. Seriously. Once, I got 12/40 because i wrote off point... And so, I FAILED. Haix... But nvm. FAILING is part of sucess right? So we shouldn't be scared of failing, and rather, learn from it! Okie, if i go on, this will become an essay and I don't want that! Save it for tomorrow ba!
BYEZ
Sunday, September 7 Y 9/07/2008 12:12:00 AM
[Its saturday, but since im posting an 12+am, it says sunday.]
Haix... I literally broke down 2dae. First, this whole day, he din msg mi... And after YC, that stupid Abigail really PISSED ME OFF!!! She kept showing off to mi, talking cheem physics stuff that will be learnt at higher level, then, she kept talking to mi in french. WA LAO EHH... You come show off to me for wad? Go find someone who cares!!! Okay, so she show off to me, I'm the kind who will fight back, but not lose my temper. So, I dropped hints and showed my 'displeasure'. Then, she go sae that I'm arrogant and I dunno anytin but pretend to noe everything!!! WTF?!?!?! Ok, so then, I lost my cool and shouted at her. Then, I stormed away and said that I would NEVER go back to YC ever again if she chooses to tag along audrey every week. Its like, shes a young adult!! Why come to YOUTH church??? She's just a pain in the neck!! ARGHHHHH!! Lol okay, so I stormed off and went back home. Or so its called. I opened the door to walk into AN EMPTY HOUSE. Then, I was already breaking down. I called my mum, and she was out wif everybody but me. AND THEY WERE ALL SHOPPING. When I went to youth church, they actually went shopping and FORGOT about my dinner. When I called, she said " Oh yea hor! Your dinner how?" Haix... So I said nvm and put down the phone. I was depressed. I seriously was. Ok so, no choice. I HAD to talk to someone. Or at least have some sound around me. And this was when I really broke down. At first, I called Daniel. I just needed to hear some sound in the quiet house. It was really unbearable. "ring ring" no answer. I called Joel. Nothing to talk about so I asked about the history project. He sounded very sian so I decided to put down the phone. No use continueing the conversation. I wanted to call Si Han, but I remembered her sore throat. She won't be able to talk on the phone. Yun Qi, not at home, at her grandma's house. Amanda, voice mail. I was seriously stressed. I was REALLY tempted to grab that penknife. I called Daniel again. Still no answer. Haix... So, I went to use the com. At least while watching anime, I could hear sound. But I was really depressed. Haix... Nvm... I shouldn't stress myself anymore. Anyway I think i'm pathetic. Even when I really need someone to talk to, I can't find any. I'm really pathetic and a complete loser. I'm so scared that one day I'll finally lose it. I hope that day never comes but seriously, I cant deal with the emotional stress on mi. Other people will definitely not understand, maybe only Si Han will... I really broke down. I didn't think that's possible but returning to an empty house after a bad day, not having someone to talk to and confide in, its really horrible. I never want another day like 2dae.
Wednesday, September 3 Y 9/03/2008 10:33:00 PM
Wow! 2dae was the choir outing!! Its DAMN fun!!! We had to go ALL OVER Tampines to find places and do tasks... One station master wanted us to buy bubbletea for them!! LOL!! Haha after that went to jesse's condo which, was, unfortunately yixuan's condo AND my group members made me call him to ask for directions!! So paiseh larr!! And then after asking for the bus to take, they dun noe where to alight!! -.-" So, they made me call him AGAIN. Haix... Nvm... I hope he doesn't feel pissed or irritated... LOL one station wanted mi to lie on Renald, but heng, in the end i din hav to! :D And that stupid jeremy, he lightly slapped mi to get EXTRA POINTS... Wa Lao ehh... But nvm, I slapped him back, A LITTLE harder, and I caught him by surprise.. [I knew he wanted to do sth and b4 tt kept saying 'sry ahh, no offence'] okie enough abt choir.
I can barely stand not talking to you for even the first few hours. *missing you* Haix... I feel weird not msging 2dae... Its like, something's missing from the whole outing. Although it WAS fun, but, I didn't really enjoy myself that much... I think its becoz __ ____ __ _______. Im feeling vry sick now, not becaue i hav a fever or anytin, but im ____sick. Erm if u noe wad im talking abt, good for u! If u dunno, dun ask. That Joe has been bothering me to find out who it is... And that seriously sux.
Its the first time im so serious about someone, I usually don't care, or sometimes, sad to say, just flirt.Something about me isn't right. I feel different than at the beginning of this year. And I dunno how I changed, but I dun like the new me. It just isn't the same, the way I feel about myself, the way I've been acting, I feel like a total jerk. And suddenly, im so conscious abt my marks, and I hav to get good grades. MAYBE i've been influenced by him, or maybe I just dun wan to feel inferior, since he's geeting such good grades. One line I read in an e-mail is true. When a girl gets good grades, it's just luck, but when a guy gets good grades, its because he's smart. Guys are a bunch of weird creatures. You can never tell what's going on in their mind.
Okie i better stop now... Hmmmmmmmm, better start chionging homework!
P.S. WALL-E is damn nice. DAMN CUTE. OH YEA, AND ITS A LOVE STORY.
Tuesday, September 2 Y 9/02/2008 03:27:00 PM
Heyhey!! Longgggggg time nvr post le horr!! Well, Its finally the hols and well, im here to post agn!! :] Haix... Suffocating under the pile of homeworks and projects... ANDDDD still have to STUDY to get GREAT results... :[ Why cant I be a genius like Naoki?? Ohh yea, currently ADDICTED to an anime called Itazura na kiss... ITS DAMN NICE CANN?? And Naoki is DAMN CUTE!!! Lol ok... im going crazy le... But seriously, if u hav nothing to do, go crunchy roll and go watch!! There will be NO REGRETS!!! :]
Ok im contradicting myself... I said that I had LOTS of homework and projects but im watching anime? YUPP! That's how nice it is!!
*currently lovesick!!*Wow, daniel got to go to GENTING!! Haha, in short, GENTS!! Lol jus now, yi xin said "Wahh!! Go to the gents so long for what?? Go and gay there ar??" DAMN FUNNY!!
Wheeeeeeeeeeee~~ gonna watch wall-e later after my TUITION!!! WHOOTS!!:] Haha lol im super high now... :D
Okie I have to leave for my tuition now... LOOKING FORWARD TO WALL-E !!!
BYEEEE...
