Sunday, April 11 Y 4/11/2010 01:21:00 PM
Hi im back again, and my post is a depressing post so those of you who dont like depressing posts, shoo!
these past week when we came back from italy, it was super stressful... What with catching up on homework, preparing for hand over... Its just really hectic.
choir. I've nothing much to say about it. It used to be so fun, sodsops playing all the time, guys doing retarded things that make us all laugh... great juniors who are lovable... yet now, i ruined everything in MY OWN HANDS. I shouldnt have done what i did, i took them forgranted. And now when I wanna turn back... Everything's all too late. irritated. disappointed. pissed. helpless. me. *sigh* I really dunno what to do... I'm just feeling helpless. I'm now a loner in choir. All of you and your rumours abt me and gemonn and how we're supposed to keep apart and everything for handover, but he's my gor, and it just cant happen. He's the ONLY sec 3 now willing to talk to me, well other than charis, but im not close to her... If even he were to not talk to me... I'll really have nobody already... Talking to the juniors are just not the same... and the thing I dont understand is, WHY must my best friends go against things that i really want my friends what to be. why create a hate/anti club? whatever the reason, its really childish. it may be a problem, but if that person is willing to change it, why wont you give him/her a chance?? Plus, sometimes, it is part of the requiirement. Or the choir has gone too far. ok nvm, you all will just see it as me shielding him/her, but im not. ok? I'm just... so tired of everything...
see, told you it'll be a depressing post, you dont believe me and read on?? Haha, too bad for you, leave my blog feeling depressed...:P
