I'm pretty sure that my blog is now dead and no one I know visits it, but I just wanna blog all of a sudden I dunno why... :]

Yupps so exams have been stressful, school sucks, but I dunno why, I feel so detached now... Maybe I'm getting old! :O hahaha :]

Time doesn't heal all wounds, it takes them, twists them, and when you try to heal it, you find that no matter how hard you try, it won't ever be the same ever again... I hate you, for doing that to me, for ignoring the obvious and letting my heart be ripped up into pieces like that by me. Now even when I try so hard, its no use, if you won't do the same...

Ok enough with all the emo stuff :] So, let me see, exams bring out the worst in people, I've never felt so miserable in my entire life... Having little hopes here and there crushed mercilessly... But it also brings out the best in people, what with all the encouragement and 'good lucks' :] oh oh oh well, every cloud has its silver lining i suppose? :]

So, I was really glad this easter, when my long long long dream of reconciliation finally came true! It was magic, and I really wished that I could have stayed on longer, but it wasn't possible... The way it turned out that day, its like we never fell out in the first place... But yet now, its like nothing on that day ever changed... We still avert our eyes at each other, not being able to say hi without that flash of uncertainty... Am I the only one feeling that way? However, I believe in our friendship, the three of us, that its not so fragile, not so paper thin that could be broken so easily... Not us. We have something special, something that united us even though our personalities were all so different... Surely we can find it again?

I love playing the piano now... Its strange, when I was learning the piano, I dreaded to practice it, but yet now, I love to play the piano for fun, and it really does make me very happy :]

hahaha okok its getting late, and I have choir tomorrow at 8.30... *sigh* nowadays, choir seem like a burden, weighing down on me... Why?? I remember I used to love choir, looking forward to every single practice, not bearing to miss a single minute of it... And now, a burden? :( sure, I love the juniors and all my friends there, but I really just feel so tired, like all my energy is being zapped from me, draining me of whatever I have left. But I really do love choir, really.

Okayyy, I shall end here...