I totally don't feel prepared for my SPA skill 3 at all! I have no idea what our teachers are thinking, maybe somewhere along the line that we're gifted, super smart kids that have super retention memory and can remember everything they say just by seeing/doing/hearing it once... 0.0 Well, sorry to burst your bubble teachers, we're not.

Is it possible to feel such sadness, such hate, such longing, for someone who wants nothing to do with you? Yes. Apparently so. And I've finally realised what is meant by the line separating love and hate is only a fine division, I'm really not sure about it any longer. No matter how much we can't talk, how much I'm avoided, I have the heart of longing to save him, although I know maybe I'm not the best person at this point for it. My chance came and left, and I failed. Can I not have a second chance?

School, again, is bad, as I've said at the beginning of my post. The workshop that we're forced to attend is really boring, although I know that it'll do my writing a lot of good. However, I really cannot stand the way it is being taught, and the military-like strictness of the teachers... Whatever joy and elements of fun that keeps us engaged is all stripped away... :(

Okayys, looks like its gonna be a short post today, coz its late and I gotta sleep!

Goodnight, world.